Obsession

obsession

               the fear you will die

               if something is not done

mine aren't bad

               not until start adding new ones

               every day single day

obsession

               then grows out of control

obsession

               is the control

               clinching hold of your thoughts

mine aren't bad

               racing thoughts should stop

               just ought not be on a single one

obsession

just something I wish I did not have

I wrote this last night because I feel like I'm losing control of the balance in my life.

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Forgiveness

Today I am going to share...

Forgiveness

sadness kicks into overdrive

as I realize what you think of me

caught up in my addiction

I never had the chance to see

what it is you had against me

now my head has cleared

and the doors have been unlatched

but still the old me is all you see

I forgave you

but you haven't forgiven me

now I can see

your dislike of me

clearly had nothing to do with me

you choose to harbor

old resentments

and silly grudges

if you took at deep look

like I have

you'd see for yourself

that it's all in

your mind and soul

you just need to allow

yourself to grow

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Marriages and Suicides

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Marriages and Suicides

Marriages and Suicides

I swear go hand in hand

Love affairs and Homicide

I swear are the perfect pair

You give your life

Then take mine

Nothing but dreams

Scattered beneath me

I gave myself

You took me

Only to change me

Into who you wanted me to be

I became your wife

Then took your life

Now I'm left here

With a dream, of finding me

Will I ever know

Will I ever see

Will I ever again

Become the real me?

© 2013, J.Valenzuela

I'm Back and Ready to Write

A few months ago I was going to start this blog and blog once a week. Well honestly I have just began to write poetry again after about 12 years of not doing it. And I didn't go where I had planned to go and I may not right now either but I do have quiet a collection all from this year. So with that I am going to begin, again. I was having difficulty deciding if I should have 2 seperate blogs or not and I have decided that I will post my "Magical Writings" here and then a short post with a link on my Reprogramming the Mind blog. So please if you like both, follow both. I have an introduction on this one from last year sometime but I think I will take it down as things have changed. So this is the new intro and it comes after the only poem I did post, "Reborn". I guess you could say that truly happened as I have begun an even better path on life. Now with that most of what you read here is going to be dark. That's just how I write, the exceptions are mostly going to be anything I believe is good that I did based on a writing prompt. I started them 3 days ago so let me get off here and get started on sharing.