So I am sharing another poem based off the post I shared on my other blog. My posts over there are starting to correspond to poems I have previously written, and I think that is super cool because my poems are a true reflection of my emotions. Some are good, some are even bad, but they all tell my story in some way or another.
Violence
So he flipped again
And I got in his face
He pushed me backwards
And I fell
When I rose
I swung
As hard as I could
And busted his eye
Again, with the palm of his fist
I tumbled down and
Cracked my eye on the coffee stand.
Again 3 or 4 more times
His palms pounded into my flesh
Landing me on the ground
And into the couch and in table
A push and a punch
To me then to him
And I was beaten
Without fists just the inside of his
hands
I woke this morning
In so much pain
So many bruises
And a swollen black eye.
So many sore spots
I feel the pain of his hands
My glasses are broken
And I found a hand full of hair.
My lighter and phone, nowhere here
All over a pill I didn't want to share.
My left ankle hurts and is slightly
swollen
My inner left thigh is bruised blue
My right jaw is puffy with pain
My right eye is totally black n blue
And swollen too
My throat, mainly the front and right
Is definitely bruised on the inside
My left collar bone is scratched and
sore
My right thumb is black and bruised
That will remain a mystery
Random small bruises on my legs
And of course from the one punch I threw
My right hand knuckles are swollen and
sore
Which gives me satisfaction knowing
I hit that mother fucker as hard as I
should've
All because of drinking
All because of drugs
All because I'm psycho
And deemed incapable of real love.
The last few statement of this writing are not true, it is only what I was thinking at the moment. I thought it was my fault, he made me think that. It was not my fault in any way except that we both shared responsibility for the argument. I did not deserve this and one thing for sure is I ended what I had with him. Get away at the first sign of violence and save your life. Because you deserve to live without violence of any kind. Please visit Reprogramming The Mind!