I Hate It

OK today I am posting a poem I never intended to share with anyone but this week in therapy I had to focus on what I hate about myself and others. You can find a very inspirational blog post at www.jasminerayne.blogspot.com and learn what my assets and liabilities are and what I have come to do about them.

http://musingindigo.wordpress.com/2011/11/07/why-do-we-hate-something-or-someone/

I Hate It

I hate that I'm not appreciated

I hate that I must say this time and time again

I hate that you don't call

When you say you will

I hate that I'm not cool enough for you

And I hate that you laugh behind my back

At the little things I do for you

I hate that I'm single

I hate that I'm not

I hate your other girlfriend

I hate that she's hot

I hate that you're a cheater

A liar and a thief

I hate that you still love me every other week

I hate not seeing your smile

When I awake late at night

I hate that I screwed up

And it ended in a fight

I hate that you called me in the middle of my rhyme

Because now I can't think straight

It happens every time

I hate that I want you

In every single way

I hate thinking of you

Every minute of the day

I hate that I haven't replaced you

Because I'm to judgmental

Of all who come my way?

And most of all

I hate that I must decide and say

That my hate for you

Must go away

I hate it through and through

But you must leave me alone

So I can find peace and love for another such as me.